Band Perry Friday

The Band Perry's If I die young is the best song of mine from their Album, totally gives me that Chronicles of Narnia feeling. Actually, it's 4.01pm now and it's been a fair day with it's fair share of drama, boredom, happiness and surprises. After getting to work late, I focused on doing work fast and perfectly than previous days. I really need to focus on transcribing now, got to shake this laziness feeling out of me if i want to make some chumes. It's totally hard but worth it in the end, ok- got to research more online on how to focus on getting this done before Monday dawns again.

Bright Day

I'm really in a good mood today, think it's because of the good things happening in my life right now. The board meeting went well today, we have one every Wednesday, though it was politically centred. Other than that, it's brighter and hotter today, the cold was really starting to get on my nerves. I have decided to do away with fake friends who only remember me at my high notes and forget about me the instant I'm in trouble, but I do thank God each day for Mr.T and especially Ms.Sweetness, oh yes, her majesty-for saving my life and always helping me out whenever I'm in a fix. It's been close to a month since I've seen them but I'm glad they are both doing well.

I just remembered, I was watching Saw II the other day and thing is, it's very scary but despite that point, I haven't gotten the chance to finish the whole movie, it's like I'm watching it in bit's every time: I'll try finish it since each time I say I'm watching it, I find myself dead asleep, guess it's because I've had a long week since it's been up and down with work both at work and at the house, like dishes, washing clothes and cooking dinner, yes-I manage all this ever since I started living by myself and making my own rules in everything I do. It's like the best feeling ever not having to answer to anyone, and it has made me more focused on what I want to achieve in life in terms of goals, ambitions, type of people I hang out with, respecting others and also serenity. The good thing is, every mistake I make teaches me what not to do next time, it's been a year of mistakes but above all, appreciating God and the gift of life. It's the most important thing you know. Like my mom has always told me, Life is what you make it, if you make it boring, it will be boring, if you make it an adventure, it will be an adventure, I've learnt that you should not wait for people to help you get where you want to be but instead go get what you want to have, that's the reason why these guy right here will never ever look back to giving ever, a-a, si mimi.

Earlier today, felt good to talk to my sister who is really missing me loads. She really wants me to go home for Christmas soon, I've told her that i'll be there on the 24th, day when I'm travelling. I have really missed the country and it will be great catching up with cousins and relatives. Well, till then i guess Ill just have to be patient and wait. I hope the weeks fly by till then. My best friend, not my female best friend, my male best friend, kikki, is in town today and I just can't wait for 5pm so I can head to town and hook up with him, darn-i have really missed him, and it has only been what-a week at most? anyway, that's how much i appreciate his friendship throughout the years.

Right now, blues, rnb, gospel music, soft rock and local music is all I need to start the afternoon off.

toddles!

Teriffic-It's Tuesday

I love Glee, and yes- my day is awesome; having helped a colleague at work get a better job, I feel so proud of myself right now: But still praying for an answer too from him, please God :) I know you won't let me down, I really need that 5 digit salary job, now please, thank you and Amen.

last Month of 2012

so the year is finally ending, atleast the month began on high note apart from a few up's and down's. Above all, I've decided to look at the positive side of life this month; it will be all things positive and great. Also, I'm a bit excited as Christmas draws nearer and nearer since I will be travelling to Nyeri, though I wish I was travelling to Nyahururu. Nyahururu is more fun and livelier, but Nyeri is good too since I'll have all my relatives, ok-not all, but some of them, and i will have the family feel and that above all is what makes my Christmas a perfect Christmas. Hoping i'll meet up with Sweetness before I travel to shagz, I really have missed her and Mr. T and really need to catch up on their latest hot gossip, oh my-who's like me :)

Uncertain

So I've really been busy this week; but mostly broke and uncertain on what my next move will be since it's been hard trying to find balance between everything. Lost some friends along the week, but that's life, it has to move on. Anyway, evrythings calm now and I'm thankful the week is nearly through, it's been my toughest week yet this year since I had to go without lunch since Monday, but I'm praying really hard for a breakthrough next week.

Courage

Gloom and Doom or is this a new dawn? Yesterday was an eye opener after thinking of the direction I want to take in starting my new life being Independent. Firstly, yes- I have accepted where I'm at currently and will work harder to reach where I wanna be. A new place would be nice and also maturing, not saying I'm immature or anything; just that i'll be more cautious to life and things I do henceforth since it'll be all about me and my picture to the society, more like how the society I live in sees me as, which is good since if I'm an outgoing person, then opportunities will come my way.

Since this new month began, I have come to trust more in myself and the decisions I make in how I want my path to be. This has been motivational since I even now choose the kind of people I hang out with, If you walk with people with a purpose and vision, you will have a lot to live for unlike when you always walk with discouragers, well all I can say is that those days are done for me and its a new path. I have decided to follow the narrow way that leads to paradise rather than the broad way that leads to oblivion.

First of all, I need a roommate who will share with me a house since its very expensive to rent a house of my own with what I'm getting. I'm hoping ill get one soon, the earlier the better. Hmm, I think sharing a house will remind me of my renting days back in campus and my former house mate Steve. Steve was a great housemate although sometimes he always came home drunk, bam! I even remember this one time he almost vomitted on me, omg I was so mad at him, made me wanna grrr. Anyway, he was a player virgin, always knew how to talk to ladies but wouldn't dare touch them even when they gave in and slept with him all night, this was so shocking to know and it even made me question him a lot over his sexuality. I mean, what straight guy would go to bed with a sexy lady and not even touch her all night?? Okay, maybe he is a gentleman and I'm just over reacting, or maybe I'm right? what's your take? We even went swimming all weekends, starting Friday, Saturday and Sunday afternoons too at the Thiiri Sports Center in Meru, great sport too, I love swimming and especially floating on water was my best part of it. Darn I do miss those days and can't wait to get a new roommate and do all that all over again, only this time round I'm not in campus, I'm all grown up, independent and working to support myself and also hustling hard to try stand on my own two feet.., If not now, when? I don't wanna be one of those guys aged over 30 who are still living at their moms, no thats not me, so halloo freedom and goodbye comfort zones.

Got to get back to work now since Its nearly noon and my work for Radio Maisha is still back at 6am, darn.. Anyway I'm not to blame, c ya! and oh I almost forgot, my theme for this week is Courage.

Things are getting better

Celebrate I will, cause life is short but sweet for certain. This week has been great so far and I'm thankful for that; though the rain yesterday was a bit crazy. Trying to balance between work, family and personal goals has been a bit of a challenge but I will get there. Good thing is I don't have a family depending on me yet, i mean a family of my own, maybe someday. Storm's post yesterday shocked me a bit, I mean?? what was up?? I do hope she is sorted out soon, I do love my small sister so much, she is the only one who understands clearly what i've been through since she has been by my side each step of the way; and mom too. Felt so good calling her jana, just wanted to stretch out and give her a big hug, it will happen soon, probably this Sunday when we go visit her. Though i've been working on a strict budget to cater for my transport and lunch, I have come to realize that cash is never enough and you if I fail to plan and save, I will always be broke. I really need to watch/listen to that chic from Oprah, what her name again??Can't believe I forgot her name! Well, I do love her financial advice. Though I've been a bit lonely lately, a relationship is the last thing on my mind. I don't want anything disrupting me on the uphill road to success. But once I'm there I will definitely put myself out there. 

LOVE

lol, you won't believe the number of times I think of it, maybe it's cause of our love dominated media programs. Even been thinking of flying to Dubai, Windhoek and Norway. I think the lets go song by Neyo has succeeded in drifting my mind away from reality; It is my best best song non the less. It's now or never, oooh,...oooh. There ain't no better time, I'm talking here and now, darn this guy inspires me so much.

And one question I have, are Tripod's out yet? last I saw them was on Scary Movie 4.

Last couple of months

Oh My God, life has really taught me a lot of lessons, most of all never to trust anyone but God. Yes, I have gotten in touch with my spiritual side after an experience that made me realize how dangerous life can get if you put yourself out there. Well thing is, I'm done with meeting people via social networks. What started out as a normal correspondence online led to a hook up, that my guts told me was wrong from the very start but as daring as I am, I had to take it to the third phase so I blindly followed a total stranger home. Just as the fling started, not even ten minutes gone and a well built man walks in asking what I'm doing at his place late at night. How, What, When did you get in? That's what was running through my mind, and how is this place yours? But I couldn't say it out loud since i've never been so scared in my life like I was back then. He said he would take me to the cops nude-for intrusion: my host then told him not to do that and that we would instead pay him any amount of cash he wanted to set us free. Then bam! I realized it was all a set up to extort me cash, I was trapped. This reminded me of July, when a blind date stole my phone and left me with a huge restaurant bill, but this was far much more worse. The house owner, Johnson, said he wanted kshs 20,000 from me so that he could let me go, with a knife to my chest I had no option but to call my friends and family. They did save my life since after the money was sent via MPesa, he finally let me go. Johnson did blackmail me afterwards but I had already told my supervisor, friends and family of what had happened.The trauma really affected me and if it's not for my bff Sweetness, Mr.T, mom, my other bff Kikki, support from family and encouragement, I really would have done something stupid. This has been a lesson perfectly learnt and I have matured a lot from not meeting strangers i've no idea whom they are just for fun. Anyway, life is a bitch and isn't fair at all.

Life after Love

"Love comes to those who believe in it.'' I think this is true since I have been in and out of love several times and what I think now is love works only if the both of you are totally committed in making it work despite the setbacks. SMajor setbacks can be friends you both have who dont believe in love and who are willing to die just to see you two fall apart and break up. I kind of loath such people, first of all, its just twisted wanting to destroy what two people have by either sleeping; having an affair with one of them; or just making up false accusations to one of the partners just to enjoy seeing them argue.

Love is a precious thing, It is a feeling that makes your heart sing. Whether you are far or near, it is like whispering in my ear. When you find true love, it is something you keep within your heart. But do beware that giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they’ll love u back, don’t expect love in return, just wait it to grow in there heart but if it doesn’t,  be content it grew in yours. Love is the ability to look into someones eyes and know the silent message they send. Here's a great love quote..

''Every time we meet you take my breath away and every time you kiss me, you give it back.''

After my last breakup, which left me in quite a mess, i swore never to fall in love that easily. This is because most happy people either want to use you or get used by you, but mostly they do want to use you, take what you have and leave you with questionmarks and a bad self esteem of yourself, if they din't take the whole of it. I'm looking for someone who will love me for me and not take me for granted just because I'm a bit naive, honest and over-ambitious. Someone who can watch a horror movie with me till 11pm on the sofa on a rainy day, and tell me the truth no matter how much it hurts. If youre out there, call me maybe. I do swear that i have been lost in oblivion for the last couple of days, over love, my bad experiences in the past really make me think it's overrated but a part of me still thinks it works. More so since i have buddies of mine who have been together for 2 years plus. I wonder how they do it, but i do know that one of the couple is in an open relationship. I'd never do an open relationship, rather i'd stay single and remain stress free than everyday jealousness over some random stranger one night stand your partner brought over to your shared house. No thats totally not me.

Sweetness, she is a great best friend, FOREVER BABY!! has always been here for me during the downs of breakup, comforting me and reminding me of what they lost by leaving me. I love you darling, hope you're reading this. Anyway, gotta go now, I have this migraine that just won't go away, talk to y'all later. Live, Enjoy, Experiment, Pray and most of all LOVE!!

c ya!

Last Wednesday

Wednesday morning, great day though i got a bit lost in upper hill on my way here. Still can't believe it's my second time and i still got lost, thank God i wasn't that late since i left home early enough. Other than that, nothing much.

rainy day

Well the last couple of days have been very stressful and at times i just feel like boarding the next plane to nowhere; just to hang out with courage, :( . Yes, it's that bad, to start with, my boss is really a pain in the ass. I daily give my best to produce perfect work, long hours and sleepless nights. But he never notices my sacrifices, and hard work round the clock. Its a really stressing time for me but i hope it'll be worthwhile in the end. Need i get started on the peanut salary, makes me wonder what I'm doing here in the first place; i hate this job, Lord grant me a 5 figure salary, 9-4 job. Amen.

Other than that I'm getting my Mac Jacobs on, man i love fashion, but the closest I'm getting to fashion now is ftv. It's really been hectic but thank God for TV, single ladies and scandal are giving some well deserved healing, wonder where my friends are in this time of sadness to comfort, pat at the back just to tell me everything will be OK. Anyway, it's life, when one is broke as hell nobody want's to be associated with you but when you get banked everyone's your pal.

I miss the old ME.

russia

The women's synchronized swimming was my best part of the olympics: omg the girls were amazing! like totally.

Bridges

So the Interview went well, awkward questions as usual from the Interviewers like, Why are you the best candidate for this job, Have you done a similar job before blah blah blah bullshit, rolling eyes lol, m becoming such a diva. Anyway, tomorrow I find out what products they deal with and training ; then ill decide whether to take the job or not, i think I really need this job since it will expose me to more opportunities, even though ive had bad luck and experience in  marketing jobs before. I just hope its rewarding and that they pay well, anyway, let me wait and see how it goes. Other than that m having a great time so far with my bff's they are soooo amazing, strolling around town after a great lunch date and then catching up on some juicy gossip since its been looong since Mombasa in December last year. Well, that's a whole other great experience ill share with you guys,  how I met my ex and the heaven and fun, beaches, good food, swimming, best time and month of my whole LIFE!!!

Cold Monday Morning

A normal July morning, but the cold is darn irritating, m even teary eyed. And an Interview in thirty minutes but I still have to run some errands before then, lol. Whose like me! Thing is, am not even nervous of the interview since i've been to countless of them in the past, until now when an interviewer calls me for possible employment all I do is roll my eyes like whatever, lol. I hope this one's a good one though since tarmacking has become my order of the day. God, if your up there, please do something, I promise I'll be greatful. Darn, I also have to hook up with someone later and pass by my relas place of work to discuss possible implementations..Anyway, lemme just hope for the best and prepare for the worst, and if it goes wrong, oh well, at least i'll have tried and prepared for the worst.

My Teenage Dream

You make me feel like am living a teenage dream. Well. today is just not my day, first of all, crazy weather, nearly got mugged on my way to towm. That damn thief left me with a scur. But I will still try and be optimistic. Tomorrow is the day, but i must hold my patience and hope for the best while preparing for the worst. Either way life continues.
I'll have to ask Sweetness what she thinks I should do, last I asked her, yesterday to be precise, she suggested I not give in. Well, me thinks she'll be mad if she knows what m thinking, oh well!! what can a guy do..there's just too much i can take..maybe this will be an answer to "my teenage dream"

This was the awesomest f****** day

Monday the 16th of April was a long day, but full of great stuff happening. I guess the rain helped too. My song for the day has to be Don't Speak-No Doubt.

Mimi

my track of the day

More like February the 13th

What's with all the deaths?

My Classic Week

The steeper the mountain, the harder the climb. The better the view from the finish line. [dad]

Living it up

Today is just a great day, endless possibilities, the path is clear, there's no limit to where i wanna be and what i wanna achieve. am being me and giving it my best shot. I love this

Krypton.

So mutant, superficial, entrepreneurial and cool. This is the start of the next big thing.